When I was at my largest, I had various rolls along my body. I don't recall thinking of them or noticing them because it was the only way I remember looking. I had a waist with a roll above and a roll below.
But when I lost the weight, and then had my excess skin removed...I had NO rolls. No muffin top. Nothing but a smooth midsection and compliments on how my stomach was so "flat".
However..times they are a changin...and I have a muffin top.
Because of the skin reduction and bits of lyposuction I had, I gain weight differently than I did before, and it appears to appear from my breasts to my waist...in prime muffin space.
So what do I do? I walk around sucking in my gutt...thinking it reduces the muffin.
Then pretty soon I'm breathing heavy and can't seem to catch my breath.
Can you believe I'm denying myself air through deep breaths because people might see I've gained weight???
Holy crap am I sick...